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THEY LIVED

by Vivian the Band

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1.
Lake City 03:12
Walk around all alone at night Try to avoid all of the street lights Count all of your steps to get to the bar Count all of the drinks you got on two hands Put on your jacket you got from Dad Remember to pay your tab and tip Walk a few blocks to the mini mart Hold a coke and beef jerky close to your heart Figure out how to stumble on home Hang out and relax in the parking lot Head up the stairs and give it some thought “It’s you, not this town, that’s your enemy.” A thousand TV channels A refer full of beer A sixth floor balcony A reminder you’re not here And it could always be worse But I really wish it was better Another night in on the couch Really starts to feel pathetic The buses go downtown And there’s only three lines I guess I could make a call Like a prisoner low on time And it could always be worse But I really wish it was better She’s home in two more months I rise each time the sun is setting Na, na, na, na, na (etc.)
2.
Thanks 03:53
We got no sons, we got no daughters, we’ve got no land, we got a truck because we bought it I’ve got some seeds but they won’t grow, I’ve got three dollars in my pocket but that’s all I’ve got to show I’ve got two eyes, they love TV, they love your hair, your eyes, your mouth, they love your teeth I’ve got two hands, they work just fine, In a thousand-person lineup I think you would know they’re mine Stared at the sun and found your face, I focused in and all the spots hit the right place Though you’re not here, I still could dream That you would walk in any minute and sweep me up off my feet If I can’t explain how this got so far it’s because you never really made it hard And if I fell down you would pull me up like some perfect mix of love and luck I found a light, the light found me. When it went dim I filled the place with LEDs I found two fists, they found me. They looked so strong, I tried to do my best to flee If I can’t explain how this got so far it’s because you never really made it hard And if I fell down you would pull me up like some perfect mix of love and luck I am lying in the window watching you in the garden Pressing my face against the window as you trim back the roses As you work in the yard I begin to sweat and pace When I awake from my dreaming I am in the very same place You saw my face, it looked surprised, when we embraced because you came back right on time I watched your mouth speak with a grin, “you can’t break down every time distance does you in” If I can’t explain how this got so far it’s because you never really made it hard And if I fell down you would pull me up like some perfect mix of love and luck
3.
Summer Storm 02:15
I just found out you left today, don’t hope you keep in touch I never really stopped caring, though I never cared that much Apathy’s the wrong word here, don’t ask me if I mind It’s not that I don’t like you, it’s just you’re not worth my time I had dreams where I would die and just collapse, flat on the street I got sucked straight underground but it was the same thing underneath I looked for something really hard, used any source of light Tried to find why this was here and why it only came at night I never even said goodbye and I thought that would be bad But I never really looked back and I’m never all that sad It was good for what it was, I just couldn’t take the heat I’m glad you left today, I’ll call you when I’m not so beat I know you think I’m angry and I guess I understand But yelling, shouting, screaming will not help what is at hand Here I always knew I’d leave you, I knew you would never change I thought you knew that I would. This place will never be the same I was a cloud rolling through the hills A flash of lightning with a gentle a thrill I was just a body at the right time You took the pills and fell in love with the high
4.
Time 03:32
Time, time, time no time today I feel my life is slipping away I got no time, time, time Hours minutes seconds days Always seems its slipping away Got no time, time, time Got the bills and the rent to pay Got no time to get away Got no time, time, time Nothing ever seems to last Always goes away so fast I got no time, time, time Running at the speed of light Got no time to make it right I got no time, time, time Where did all the time go Where did all the time go Time, time, time no time today I feel my life is slipping away I got no time, time, time Hours minutes seconds days Always seems its slipping away Got no time, time, time
5.
Alone, up here on K2 Alone, I don't know what I can do without you Without you These freezing peaks miss seeing you It's winter here all year 'round I'm not lost but, sure as hell, I'm not found Without you It is freezing in this home without you They run and they run when they see me I run and I run when they see me They scream and they scream when they see me I scream and I scream when they see me
6.
There are no starry skies or so I’d like to think I’ve got no room for surprises or for another drink of you With every shadow that came in to view I thought my heart would stop when it was finally you I’m like an empty boat if you’re the Bering Strait You have the power to wreck me but I still think you’re great With every shadow that came in to view I thought my heart would stop when it was finally you There’s only one way out, I’ve done about all I can do I’m happy you’re here to see this one through and I hope that you’re happy too We were standing in the kitchen and it looked like rain You said I looked handsome, I thought you were insane There’s only one way out, I’ve done about all I can do I’m happy you’re here to see this one through and I hope that you’re happy too With every shadow that passed and each one that came into view I thought my heart would just break down and stop when it was finally you
7.
It should be said about these nights at three AM When we’re speeding down the highway, driving ‘til god knows when And I’m riding passenger but I can’t fall asleep There's roads to find and time to bind- there’s more that we will need And so we go, far away, hoping each and every time that we can do this every day And so we go, far as we can, returning home before morning, letting our dream stand My mind’s a reckless one and I’ll never know Why there’s blue sky up above and red hellfire down below With every load and all our might Is this endless desire to burn forever bright And so we drive late, every night Hoping between tired brains and changing lanes we just might get it right It’s what we strive for, but not too hard If we really wanted any truth we wouldn’t need this car I can’t wait for endless answers, one right answer, all wrong answers I can’t wait for the right motive, a working compass, greener pastures I can’t wait for cheaper answers, warmer answers, the right answer So we go, do what we can Do our best, try to find out where we stand
8.
We’re running the timer all the way out We’re killing the meter, drive it down We do this for the burn Sit by the curb, watch your words, wait for your turn I’m on the bus that goes downtown Transfer to the train that heads southbound I left all the sheets untucked When you get home, you’re not alone, wait for my truck Let’s call all of our friends Or just the ones we’d want to see again I’ll stop driving so fast when we figure how to make this last We hung all the pictures with duct tape When you peel them off that’s how the paint breaks I left all the pictures up The heater on, the windows propped and the doors unlocked Heading eastward to 99 Radio off to make up for lost time I wish we had left last night Easy to see and hard to forget everything in sight Let’s call all of our friends Or just the one we’d want to see again I think you should take the wheel, I’m having a hard time with what to feel We’re running the timer all the way out We’re killing the meter, drive it down We do this to say goodbye Fuck ‘em all, the building’s gone, see you next time
9.
Feeling weird at the sight of my computer screen Checking statements in between each bite I’m eating I call a friend to find out where we’re meeting I’d take the bus but with all those people I’m not feeling it No no no no no no no no no no no no Feeling weird at the sight of my computer screen Feeling worse after every single bite I’m eating I’m going home, anything to keep from drinking I’m passing out to forget just where I’m sleeping It’s almost time to say goodbye, I mean goodnight! I’m a 21st century failure, too embarrassed to ever call home And if you ever need a thing, baby, just know you’re better off on your own I saw a portrait of a man who looked just like me In acrylics, a hundred years old His eyes were glazed over, staring just right beyond me To a picture of a gal who looked like you When you look at me so disappointed you can’t leave I saw a pamphlet placed by hundreds others like it It had a font and a layout, I’m sure But right beside all its folded brothers, older sisters I couldn’t tell the old from the new And honestly they were probably equally useless I’m a 21st century failure, too embarrassed to ever call home And if you ever need a thing, baby, just know you’re better off on your own Yeah, I’m a 21st century failure, no ambitions to call upon And if you ever need a thing, baby, well I’d suggest that you carry on I left behind a mess for you to see, I left behind a world for you to clean I left it all behind just to see; I left it all behind to live the dream I left the world behind I had to see if trying once was enough to succeed I’m a 21st century failure, too embarrassed to ever call home And if you ever need a thing, baby, just know you’re better off on your own
10.
Dump Truck 04:57
After the taillights fade away to shades of black and smoky gray The embers burned into the carpet after the smell of daylight quit The cracks in the floorboard were made today and I listened to muted calls all day After the ash tray blew away; strong northern winds versus hollow clay Pissing on ivy, charcoal, porches, daylight breaks with no more warnings With all these blood spots on tiled floors I don’t know what to believe anymore Cat tails, black, and crabgrass, brown- I don’t know when all this came to town I’d swear on all my sleepless nights if waking up most days wasn't a fight I’d swear on hectic, empty days, if I could get a moment to break away I swear I won’t sleep well tonight, covered in candle wax, all my fears in sight And I can’t do this anymore No I can’t stand up straight anymore After I tried to lock the door, the hinges stuck to this torn up floor The liquor cabinet’s locked tonight- all I hope is that we’re all right I’ve left the light on to get things done and let all sets of neighbors reign destruction Tonight this bed is finally warm but with these violent winds, my heart is a storm And I can’t do this anymore No I can’t stand up straight anymore Well I can’t move and I can’t sleep These dirty bones trapped in between the sheets I’m longing for a sense of home This fragile roof- it can’t support its own And I can’t do this anymore No I can’t stand up straight anymore
11.
I was in my car alone, along the right lane, waiting for my exit To my left at a standstill, I saw you staring at me, you were texting Wondered if you thought what I did. Thought you looked like me. I looked away Took my exit, went home, drank a beer. This was a very normal day. I was at the beach alone and fully clothed at my own picnic table Saw you by the snack bar. You were wearing the same clothes as the last time Saw you with your friends. They look like me. I look like you but more unstable I was about to leave all heated. Follow your own dreams, kid. This one’s mine.

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hey look, it's Vivian's first full-length album, nice! y'know, it turns out if you translate Vivian from Spanish to English it's "they lived" (is that even accurate??) so this is technically a self-titled album, sort of

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released January 23, 2018

Vivian is:
Tom Drake: Guitar/Vocals
James Drake: Drums
Noel Teves: Guitar
Don Pick: Bass

All songs, recording, mixing, and mastering by Vivian. Recorded and completed in practice spaces and our homes.

Album art by Kayley Shimmin & Vivian

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Vivian the Band Seattle, Washington

The aural equivalent of scraping the freezer burn off the top of a pint of ice cream you forgot about. But, like, it's your favorite flavor, so it still turns out pretty good. And when you finish it, you put on some slides, drive three blocks to a mini mart, and buy more. But then you feel bad you didn't walk, cuz it was only three blocks. You then pass out on the couch and all the ice cream melts ... more

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